A Little Birdie

Opened my porch door to the back yard

for awhile  and look who stopped by. 

He sat in various spots 

checking everything out

and then perched on the side of the window

wistfully looking out.

Gosh Guys

Gosh guys is all I can say

Went for MRI on Friday

Lay down and got all strapped in, preparing for dye;

and I started to cough as usual when I lie flat.

It's a mucus thing, lord I hate that word!

I'm inside the bleepin' tube and start to choke

and I call out a very garbled 

"puel meee out!

He does, and sees I'm struggling to 

clear my throat,

rapidly undoes the strapping and helps me sit up

and I cough out a glob,

and proceed to cough off and on 

and spit for 

the next five minutes.

Lovely tech guys says

"This is not going to work."  

So my appt I waited three weeks for,

 as they screwed up the referral, ends with 

no answers and I still have this nodule.

E-visited my primary Dr. on Friday

What next?

crickets

Gosh guys, I'm at my wits end.

Darling daughter sent me

a St Raphael medal for Mothers Day.

I hold it every day, and I'm neither catholic or

believe in organized religion. 

I am however spiritual.

Dearest son and daughter to be, came

 for a weekend visit 2 weeks ago and helped me

 with so many chores and we talked CA move.

Darling daughter arrives this weekend

with two childhood chums for 4 glorious days.

I am one lucky Mom

in the kid category.

In the "health" category -

In the "our country is in real trouble"category-

Gosh Guys

Z

my only consolation

Sunday nights trifecta of

 Killing Eve 

Game of Thrones 

Call the Midwife 

oh, and tomato pie

Should I Should I Not?

Marked my calendar April 29, 2019

SUCKED

My master toilet tank on the second story,

leaked at the bolt while I was away

 from the house and created 

a huge water bubble on my kitchen ceiling.

Crappity  

Later I stuck the hose end into 

my outdoor fountain

 to fill up and walked inside

 to set a timer to remind me to shut it off.

The phone rang and it was the Primary Dr 

calling me, never a good sign, to say

I needed to call My Pulmonary DR

 and make an appt pronto. 

Crappity

Which I did and they said can you come in an hour!!!

A little freak out, a quick shower 

and when I arrive he says, 

he's read the report but cannot see

the scan as they have IT problem.

He'll review and call me the next day.

Crap

They had said come in an hour as they

 had so many cancelations

due to rain but they DID NOT 

say that on phone. 

I could have avoided some of the freak out.

His assistant called very early today to schedule an MRI

as I have a 2 cm nodule in my chest.

Waiting for approval for an MRI end of week.

No sense describing it all now 

until I know how much trouble I'm in.

Crap

Remember the hose in the fountain?

Well, I remembered 20 hours later and only because

I went outside to scream at Mockingbird 

eating my guava blossoms again this year, 

and stepped into water. 

Crap

Next months bill should be fun

Couldn't decide to post-not post 

as it has been a downer for some time on here.

I'm sorry for that.

BUT this is my journal so here it is. 

Cheer up

Here are some puppies

Z

If you tend toward prayers

throw one up for me will ya please?