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It turns out that I indeed do have sleep apnea,

and a c-pap machine is needed.

I will be going back for another night

at the same center and that worry has caused 

 even more sleep issues.

I spoke to the Supervisor, told her my story

and she scheduled me on a day 

when my former tech

is not on duty. That was very kind.

Still the experience itself was unpleasant 

not just the tech, so trepidation is

the current condition.

Seeing as how I stop breathing 78 times an hour,

which is "not the worst she's seen, but up there",

I have no choice but to go.

It's now been a year since I hobbled

onto this merry go round.

The thrill is gone, looooong gone.

The only comfort I find is that fall

is coming and this confining heat is 

nearly over. Still I live where

natural disasters are infrequent so I 

count my blessings there.

All the more reason to vote in folks

 who actually understand the urgency for 

change worldwide to protect the planet and reduce,

if we still can, effects causing such climate calamities.

Being able to breathe and exist on the planet

trumps all other issues combined.

pun intended

though I hate using anything other than #45

Making a conscious effort to create often

like I used to, a friend and I are going

to be stuffing pumpkins at the end of the week.

Fall will heal me once more,

I'm counting on it.

Z

btw- my new room design is 

working perfectly. It almost feels 

like all the extra room is helping my breathing.

Clear away the clutter gals

where ever it may be.