Howie Up Date

Howie turned south pretty quickly

 after I posted last night.

I decided to stay up and watch him all night and I

am so grateful I did. 

Vomiting and worse came on very fast and by 

2:30 am I was racing cross town to 

the emergency hospital.

By the time I arrived he was critical and they 

jumped into action. At 5:30am I had to

 drive home to get 

another 0/2 tank as mine had run out,

I was back at emergency by 7:00am

and then I transported him IV's and all

back to original vet hospital.

By now he was in serious condition but

even the short ride over spiked his fever and we

were dicey again. He has been admitted for 2-3

days and prognosis is still up in the air.

I'm a mess. Three hours sleep in 3 days

and I've cried rivers.

All I can think is he's in pain which 

he is and it's severe. They cannot give pain relief 

because of other issues.

He looks at me, when he can, to say

why Mom why?

I can't stay there with him,

even though they all notice his breathing calms

 when he can see me.

My heart is breaking.

He needs your prayers also, not just the hundreds

Hannah and I have been sending out, so

please if you would?

As soon as there is good news I'll write again.

thanks guys

Z